14.11.09

im tired, so tired....
i wanna take some rest, let the tireness and pain go away,, but then i realised, that doesnt help.. my heart will not stop beating even when im asleep, there is no stop for the mass im in....

02. 11. 09

i hate men... seriousely.. they always say women are the one who doesnt know what they want. i tell u what,, men, they are not doing it any better..
if u dont know what the hell u want, then please, dont tell me "oh, i got feelings for u" or " i think im starting to like you.." i mean what the F...
and if u wanna us to be friends, then dont even think that i will have sex with u and pretend nothing happened and still having small talks... u think that is possible? oh, yeah.. IN HELL!!!
men,, they are seriousely dogs....
i need to stop living NY time in MEL...