28.10.10

what the hell am i doing...
fuck.................

19.10.09

20 days to my final exam.. im scared
i wanna to study hard, to do well this time, i dont want to lose to her againe...
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i think it is the time i call it, i really had enough with her. i no need a drama queen in my life

18.10.09

i still miss him, but there are so many him now, i dont know which one i m missing right now.
maybe, i miss all of them, they all meant something important to me, my first love, first kiss, first night, first fling, and first disappointment.
they all meant sth to me, they all marked and shaped my life in one way or another. i might not held the same significance in their life, but i dont really care.
i am the one person who matters in the play, the play is called my life.
im lonely..  all i need is to have someone to held me in his/her arms. i need the weight of another person to smooth my nerves...
but where are u?

10.10.09

i know, i know, didnt write for ages, again, but on the other hand, on one read them allso. so i will just update here when i got the time...
came to know a guy recently, he's,, almost the guy, but there are sth about him that i dont like, maybe the correlation between him and what i left behind.
anyway, i will give it a go, see how things turn out..